Dear Me’ y,

i arrived, i prayed, so no1 get hurts. i almost raise the anger this morning, when my subordinate refused to come w/ me , checking out our store-room in Cinere. at the end, the main problem, just only,  he was afraid that our trip will make him come home late, this month is fasting month … i am so blind.

so, i have to get use myself, to come and dare to ask, face to face, bout what seems to be the problem , each time i encountered resistances.

again, when i felt so blue thinking of you, i asked Him to make me stronger than i used to. IF this is the only way to get my happiness that i have to get thru .. so be it, i am all Yours ..

Action plan:

1. preparing surprise

2. creating comparison report between me’y and enrico

 

22:00 PM,

dear Me’ y,

we are celebrating adithya and addina’s birthday at bebek peking plaza semanggi. dont feel like i want to eat anything, and they miss charming Enrico.

2nite, it felt like, i want to rush to your house, screaming the hell out and thinking that  your hug and kiss would reduce the burden, knowing that i do have some1 to share it with.

but i dont, the fact that i have to honor your “2 weeks of contemplation” and the pace which i should take to become a better and stronger man, i choose not.

bye me’ y, have a nice rest, may you have the sweetest dream ever, i have to go the hospt with my brothher and calm everyone down.